i hate school
so it seems like everyone is not wanting me around. like i am annoying everyone or somthing. it really bugs me alot. it makes me sad and i really dont want to go to school cause i feel so left out and out of place. i hate it there and everything just seems so messed up. like my friend likes my lil bro which is really wierd and sick. and mom is acting like she knows more than i want her to know. i dont know it just is all adding up and making me sick therefore i dont like eating alot much anymore and so then steven gets pissed cuase he says i dont eat enough. so yeah it sucks. but school gorade wise is going ok. i have 3 as anda b- so all is good. and i cant wait until steven moves here in febuary it is going to be amazing. i cant wait to hang out and he might even get a cat. how cool would that be?? lol so anyways umm not much to talk bout that i feel like talking bout. just that i feel sad and left out lately and not wanted. kinda hurts but oh well i am used to it. lots of expirence for it. lol anyways talk lata Love Always Jessie p.s i love you steven and jared you are amazing cant wait to hear from you. hopefully that will be soon. miss ya lots