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ok so i promised my friend matty that i would update my lj. so here goes nuthin, so i have had a crazy last few weeks. ifi havent already said we got a 2 at states. i was soo excited. umm also me and steven arnt really fighting much anymore i mean we still do but not lately. i went to the relay for life last weekend which i am still amazingly sore from. and still tired too although i slept all day sunday. oh well. we raised tons of money i will get the numbers later or some other time. ok so the thing that made me the madest at the relay was when steven accused me of liking matty my best friend. i mean he is just my friend, he is the type of friend that i would be dating if i wasnt taken but i am so obviously i am not dating him. i am sry to say that but i am really in love with my boy right now and probably always will be. but i am sooo thankfull for my matty when i need him to be there when i am upset and not feeling good and so on. so yeah. but other than that i am glad we are just friends. i know that is all we ever could be. i am getting so sick of being yelled at all the time and stuff it is really making me mad. but yeah. anyways i am so tired and dont have much more to talk bout but my cat scan and EEG turned out clear so i dont know what is wrong with me so yeah. OMG i didnt get my varsity letter for choir casue i had a friggin c in third term cause of my exam so yeah and even more depressing i got a D+ on a test i studied for all night so i was not a happy person today. but ya know life sux all around anyways. so yeah haha. oh well. i was so mad when my friend stephanie like rubbed it into my face that she got her god damn letter and i didnt but w/e fuck it. ill just get it next year. oh ps Godd Job to michelle me bestest friend for getting her letter for choir you rock baby!!!! i luv ya!!!! but anyways i am going to go love ya always Love always Jessie