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GRRRR!
I am a VERY grumpy person when my sleep is interrupted way too early... If you wake me up at like 10, after I'd go to bed at like 4... I'd deal... but I was woken up at 7AM because my mom lost a screw in her glasses and couldn't find it... so i had to fucking drive to Walgreens JUST to buy the little 1 dollar eyeglass repair kit. Ok, you're probably thinking "She needed help and couldn't do it herself"... Well little Mr/Mrs reader... If it had been ME in that situation, I'd get a "hmmm, that sucks... So when're you going to walgreens? I need some diet pepsi." I dn't mind doing shit for people when it's a two way street, but when I do shit and then expected to accept the fact that ME going out of my way to do inconvenient things such as this morning, and I don't even get so much as a THANKYOU! Nope, she made me fix her glasses, and make joshua's lunch for camp. Right now I am waiting for his bus to get here before I can go back to bed... I have work at fucking 4-10:30. I have been working by fucking ass off at work this past week or two, and thursday's check is going to be average, according to amanda... She says "Oh, you'll definitely make over 100 dollars" But I am taking her word with a grain of salt... she worked 4 hours less than me and is expecting to get the same amount of money as me, since she get payed 75 cents more than me. But then NEXT weeks check, is gonna be shit since Im only working yesterday and today! It may be easy, but its BORING, pays CRAP, and i get CRAP hours! None of my coworkers even seem to like me with the exception of zach. and thats only because he's sleeping with my sister. I'd never spoken to any of these people in school, so they all know eachother and shit, while I am an outsider. I mean I frightened this one girl, Emily, the otherday just by walking up behind her and telling her to sign me out... yah it MAY be me being paranoid but to hell with it! This isn't the type of girl to be easily startled... And I felt wicked bad that I am SCARING people! I mean what the heck! I may be an angry 19/20 yr old Junior who dates 16-17 yr old girls, but im not exactly intimidating! Hell Im damn straight FRIENDLY when I am at work! But they don't have anything they are willing to relate to me with, so I am just the sketchy old guy who Amie hired this season... Hell unless I get the same pay increase amanda did, I wont be returning next year. I may or may not take a year off betweeen college and highschool. I dont have ANY money stored up and the financial obligations I have now, in tandem with the fact that I have NO FUCKING MONEY is just something I cant work through if I have tuition to pay off... So unless I got an "Above Average" on my English MCAS, I may not even go to college until after I get a crap grind job to fund it... which sucks...god I hate morning...
I am a VERY grumpy person when my sleep is interrupted way too early... If you wake me up at like 10, after I'd go to bed at like 4... I'd deal... but I was woken up at 7AM because my mom lost a screw in her glasses and couldn't find it... so i had to fucking drive to Walgreens JUST to buy the little 1 dollar eyeglass repair kit. Ok, you're probably thinking "She needed help and couldn't do it herself"... Well little Mr/Mrs reader... If it had been ME in that situation, I'd get a "hmmm, that sucks... So when're you going to walgreens? I need some diet pepsi." I dn't mind doing shit for people when it's a two way street, but when I do shit and then expected to accept the fact that ME going out of my way to do inconvenient things such as this morning, and I don't even get so much as a THANKYOU! Nope, she made me fix her glasses, and make joshua's lunch for camp. Right now I am waiting for his bus to get here before I can go back to bed... I have work at fucking 4-10:30. I have been working by fucking ass off at work this past week or two, and thursday's check is going to be average, according to amanda... She says "Oh, you'll definitely make over 100 dollars" But I am taking her word with a grain of salt... she worked 4 hours less than me and is expecting to get the same amount of money as me, since she get payed 75 cents more than me. But then NEXT weeks check, is gonna be shit since Im only working yesterday and today! It may be easy, but its BORING, pays CRAP, and i get CRAP hours! None of my coworkers even seem to like me with the exception of zach. and thats only because he's sleeping with my sister. I'd never spoken to any of these people in school, so they all know eachother and shit, while I am an outsider. I mean I frightened this one girl, Emily, the otherday just by walking up behind her and telling her to sign me out... yah it MAY be me being paranoid but to hell with it! This isn't the type of girl to be easily startled... And I felt wicked bad that I am SCARING people! I mean what the heck! I may be an angry 19/20 yr old Junior who dates 16-17 yr old girls, but im not exactly intimidating! Hell Im damn straight FRIENDLY when I am at work! But they don't have anything they are willing to relate to me with, so I am just the sketchy old guy who Amie hired this season... Hell unless I get the same pay increase amanda did, I wont be returning next year. I may or may not take a year off betweeen college and highschool. I dont have ANY money stored up and the financial obligations I have now, in tandem with the fact that I have NO FUCKING MONEY is just something I cant work through if I have tuition to pay off... So unless I got an "Above Average" on my English MCAS, I may not even go to college until after I get a crap grind job to fund it... which sucks...god I hate morning...