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I am in Sun Prairie.
One half of me feels good to be home. The other half feels haunted by so many things. Overall, however, I still feel my todo list back home weighing on my shoulders. I need this semester to be over, it's bogged me down way to much. Next semester will be very easy, but I need to be very careful that I still make it interesting.
I've been having a small crisis about study abroad. I've gone abroad for 3.5 weeks the past two summers claiming that it would be my alternative to going abroad this next semester. Of coure, now that it's approaching, all I want to do is go abroad again and feel major jealousy to my classmates who get to do what I want to be doing. Denmark, I should be there. Equally amazing things can be got from being in Minneapolis, so I need to remember that and make sure that those amazing things happen around me.
I've been a bit lonely lately. I wish I were in a relationship, but I'm too smart to lie to myself and just enter one with whoever comes along. I'm longing to have somebody there for so many things.
I should force myself to go to sleep right now. Even though I want to stay up and accomplish something; I have to wake up early. I'm off to my dreams and to wake up the sunny morning.
Good night, friends.
One half of me feels good to be home. The other half feels haunted by so many things. Overall, however, I still feel my todo list back home weighing on my shoulders. I need this semester to be over, it's bogged me down way to much. Next semester will be very easy, but I need to be very careful that I still make it interesting.
I've been having a small crisis about study abroad. I've gone abroad for 3.5 weeks the past two summers claiming that it would be my alternative to going abroad this next semester. Of coure, now that it's approaching, all I want to do is go abroad again and feel major jealousy to my classmates who get to do what I want to be doing. Denmark, I should be there. Equally amazing things can be got from being in Minneapolis, so I need to remember that and make sure that those amazing things happen around me.
I've been a bit lonely lately. I wish I were in a relationship, but I'm too smart to lie to myself and just enter one with whoever comes along. I'm longing to have somebody there for so many things.
I should force myself to go to sleep right now. Even though I want to stay up and accomplish something; I have to wake up early. I'm off to my dreams and to wake up the sunny morning.
Good night, friends.