This one's mine.

[steveo25]

My Fairwell…
(to anything and everything that meant happiness in my life)

As each day goes by
I grow tired and old.
I think of all the times
I would hold you when you were cold.

The hugs that would last for days
And the smiles that would never fade
I can't forget.
The times that we would spend
Talking for many hours on end.
I don't regret.
Your voice that made me still
My heart you will always fill
And I thank you.
The many times that I feared
When you were far from near
I will miss you.

But now you are gone
And I am left here alone.
My mistakes will always hurt,
And what I deserve is now shown.

There is no greater pain
than to finally realize and accept
A life that you can't stand,
And to realize you lost
The best thing in your life.
The best thing that happened to you.
Because you realized you lost it all.

I want to awake from this nightmare that I live
I want to take back what I did and do it right
But God doesn't afford last chances
To a person like me.
I lost you.
I miss you.
I love you.
And I'm sorry.

This is to a person that I never deserved. It's been a year....