... :( .....

Feb 10, 2005 18:05

When I pretend, everything is what I want it be,
I looked exactly like what you always wanted to see
When I pretend, I can?t forget about the criminal I am
Stealing second after second just cause I know I can, but
I can?t pretend that this is they way it will stay, I?m just
(lying to defend the truth)
I can?t pretend of who you want me to be so
(I?m lying my way from)

You
(nah, no turning back now)
I wanna be close beside so let me go
(nah, no turning back now)
Let me take me back my life
I?d rather be all alone
(no turning back now)
And anywhere on my own, cause I can see
(nah, no turning back now)
?cause everyone?s lying from you
With me

I remember what they taught to me,
Remember condescending took for what I ought to be
Remember fussing and all of that and this again
So I could turned it up to the person who was feeling it
And now you think this person really is me and i
(trying to defend the truth )
Yo, the more I push I?m pulling away cause i?m
(lying my way from)

You
(nah, no turning back now)
I wanna be close beside so let me go
(nah, no turning back now)
Let me take me back my life
I?d rather be all alone
(no turning back now)
And anywhere on my own, cause I can see
(nah, no turning back now)
?cause everyone?s lying from you
With me

This isn?t what I wanted to be, I never thought what I said would have you running from me
Like this!
This isn?t what I wanted to be, I never thought what I said would have you running from me
Like this!
This isn?t what I wanted to be, I never thought what I said would have you running from me
Like this!
This isn?t what I wanted to be, I never thought what I said would have you running from me
Like this!

You
(nah, no turning back now)
I wanna be close beside so let me go
(nah, no turning back now)
Let me take me back my life
I?d rather be all alone
(no turning back now)
And anywhere on my own, cause I can see
(nah, no turning back now)
?cause everyone?s lying from you
With me

That is EXACTLY HOW I FEEL! Does anyone know a cure on how to fall out-of love??? I hope so. Man. I hate it, love I mean. I've never wanted something or someone so bad in my life. Whenever i'm around him, all my troubles are gone, all my fears disappear. I can't describe the feeling. I'm not sure I know what it is. All I know is, that, well, I wish I never met him. I cannot take what he does to me. He doesn't think of me how I think of him. He doesn't notice me. He doesn't. He just doesn't. I honestly wish I never met him. He ruined it all. My new phrase/ quote," Is there a place where everything is torn apart besides my heart?" I like it. I wrote it. I like it. Wow. I just realized how much of my feelings and my life are in my poems. I have a poem book that I started in 5th grade. I've kept up with it since. It's a way to express myself without feeling embarrassed. I don't know why. It just is. Here's a few poems. JULIE & AMY: NOTICE: I am not copying you right now. I am not putting my poems in here because you guys put poems in yours! Just wanted to make that clear.

"Him"

I'm not sure what he wants
or what he'll get.
I'm not sure of him or me
I'm just not sure yet.

He stares at her
But looks at me
Like she's an angel
I wish he'd let me be
For him to leave my mind day after day
For me to leave him behind
I think I'd like it that way.

But there he is
He smiles at me
I smile back
Because he's such a mystery.

"Love"

Love is horrible
Love is impossible
Love is you
Love is me
Love is us
Fall in love is what I'll never do
At least that's what I thought
Until I met you

"Not Worth It"

What you do to me
When you walk into the room.

It's undescribable
Undeniable
What you do to me

What my friends think we'd make
But what effort that would take
Besides,
It'd put all my love at stake.

"Mating Guniea Pigs" I was hyper, I wrote this about Mrs. Dickert's animals....Enjoy.

Bella, a brown
More, a white
Not another female guniea pig in sight
So, Moe says,"All right, let's do it tonight."

Well, along comes a female name Honey.
She has a lot of money.
We think she has a brother named Sunny.
She thinks Moe is very funny.
Also, Moe is smaller than the bunnies.

Well, 3 come along, identical to their mother.
2 die, she says,"Ah, I won't even bother."
She tells Moe he's the father of their daughter.
Honey finds out
And has a pout, Now Moe thinks she's out-dated.
Because she found out
They're related!

HAHAHHAHAHAHAH SOOOO FUNNY! LOL./

"A Silly Poem About a Bad Friend" (I got in a fight with a friend. She's actually older than me by like, a few months.)

The despise
I can't hide
I can't believe
you lied, well, actually, I can

You built me up
Just to knock me down.
you need a crown.
A queen of the let-downs.
A queen that makes us all frown
and look down
upon you, whom no one wants to date
Not only because you're a bad queen,
But also because you're only 4'8".

Okay, well, hope ya had fun with the last two, lol. Okay well. That's it for now. Bye.

*Goldilocks* (Yupp, it's Goldilocks again)
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