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Grr to everything. Grr to my life. I so cannot wait to be done with school tomorrow. The stress with that and steven is just getting unbearable. I found out a few things this weekend that I'm not happy with. The first is that my parents found out about TJ yesterday. They seemed cool with it and mom wants to meet him. My dad is skeptical like always and will probably be a jerk about it. But wait...what's new? I need a new life and I really want to kick my dad out of it because he's the source for almost all my anger and frustration at home. He wants to make sure my life is a living hell by being mean to me. Where the fuck does that make sense. I wanted the computer tonight for homework and he's like why? I'm like so I can do my homework. He's like why? I'm like cause I need to do my homework for tomorrow. He's like you're not lying to me are you?? I'm like why would I be? He said Exactly! I went into my room and sniffled a little bit. Why does he have to be so mean to me. I kinda just want to give up on him and not talk to him unless I absolutly have to. I wish I could but I have to live with the bastard until I move out for college which can't be soon enough.
Random thoughts
*New guys are fun to get to know
*Random phone calls from friends make me happy
*People who won't let you live your life are not nice
*Wanting to move out badly doesn't help if you have to live here for at least another year
*I wish I could get an apartment (I lack the funds to do so)
*I want to go out and visit Megan at the house
*I hope my parents like TJ
*Because if that happens then I can visit him more often :)
*And that would make me a happy camper
Anyways I'm done. I just wanted to think about the happy things in my life in that thing..well minus a few. I hope everyone had a better day yet again than I did.
Eric, are you free on Tuesday or Thursday to do anything??? This really seems like the only time we can have a decent conversation. Maybe we can go get something to eat and then just hang out at your house or mine. Hope to talk to you soon!
P.S. No negative comments from anyone and I think you know who I'm talking about!!
Random thoughts
*New guys are fun to get to know
*Random phone calls from friends make me happy
*People who won't let you live your life are not nice
*Wanting to move out badly doesn't help if you have to live here for at least another year
*I wish I could get an apartment (I lack the funds to do so)
*I want to go out and visit Megan at the house
*I hope my parents like TJ
*Because if that happens then I can visit him more often :)
*And that would make me a happy camper
Anyways I'm done. I just wanted to think about the happy things in my life in that thing..well minus a few. I hope everyone had a better day yet again than I did.
Eric, are you free on Tuesday or Thursday to do anything??? This really seems like the only time we can have a decent conversation. Maybe we can go get something to eat and then just hang out at your house or mine. Hope to talk to you soon!
P.S. No negative comments from anyone and I think you know who I'm talking about!!