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i hate winter. Its warmer today then it has been the past few, but it feels colder today. lol, if that makes any sense. i get these wild mood swings every so often where i can be on top of the world on minute, and completely bummed the next. i don't think i'm bipolar, but if i am i hadle it pretty well i think. maybe my problem is i think to much, because sometimes i know i care about stuff more than i should. Today for example i almost freaked out on gayce for no reason whatsoever, well there was, but i guess i could call it misplaced agression. i thought i had it all figured out, i guess not.
an idiot?? lol i guess i've been called worse i guess it just hurts to hear it. i guess my biggest fear is letting down those i care about the most, but i believe i've already done that in other ways. yeah that hurts too, but i try not to think about it...oh who the fuck am i kidding it sucks a lot!! whatever...
...i dont feel so good..fuck off!
an idiot?? lol i guess i've been called worse i guess it just hurts to hear it. i guess my biggest fear is letting down those i care about the most, but i believe i've already done that in other ways. yeah that hurts too, but i try not to think about it...oh who the fuck am i kidding it sucks a lot!! whatever...
...i dont feel so good..fuck off!