Urban retreat - day 4
Not a gentle spacious day in the end, though it began well enough; I just couldn't seem to fit into a timetable and send everyone to the right place at the right time.
I felt very tense by about 1 and saw no end in sight. Went round to Kate in the stifling heat and enjoyed a laugh but getting home was tiresome - so fucking hot in my not-so-sensible woollen trousers.
No sit today and really feeling the effects.
Also feel anxious about Stephen returning tomorrow. Who will he be upon his return? I know what it's like from the other side. I only hope I can be more kind and accepting than he has been to me at times upon my return.
Just so tired.
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I felt very tense by about 1 and saw no end in sight. Went round to Kate in the stifling heat and enjoyed a laugh but getting home was tiresome - so fucking hot in my not-so-sensible woollen trousers.
No sit today and really feeling the effects.
Also feel anxious about Stephen returning tomorrow. Who will he be upon his return? I know what it's like from the other side. I only hope I can be more kind and accepting than he has been to me at times upon my return.
Just so tired.
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