Lot of hmmmm...
Well summer is almost at an end and all i've really got to show for it is a driver's license, a whole new set of limitations, a friendship in shambles a simple shell of what it once was, and not a hell of alot else. I've almost finished my summer chemistry, should be polished off by tomorrrow afternoon. I guess i'll settle for being not quite good looking and happy that she's happy. in other words i've got about as many problems as an iliterate 6 year old in a spelling bee. There are about 3 or 4 out there who i need to just show how i feel and cut my losses and move on with a shread of sanity, believe me i know, but i can't seem to get these thoughts out of my head. These thoughts are what gets me up in the morning and keeps me awake at night but that's all they are, just thoughts and they don't mean a thing, like the points on whose line and a stop sign at 3 in the morning and i know that too without question. But, ah yes the catch, I like these little thoughts and the feelings and hopes they represent and bring to the table, the tingle up my spine when they're triggered. But these thoughts plague my mind and cloud my judgement, my heart races and my brain just sputters. I've said alot of stupid things and alot of unexpected things and not alot of those stupid and unexpected things have ever made sense in my head as to why i've said them and where they came from. Since this has pretty much just turned into me talking to myself as I type i think its time that i stop.