"This is the way, This is the way that I'm learning to breath"
Well whats there to say?
School: On Monday i took a final and then a test right after that, so it sucked ass, But oh well that's life for ya. right? Anyways, right after all that i felt like i deserved to go out and have some fun cause i studied so flipping much for that final so i decided to go to the galleria with people....lol..anyways, i went and bought me a Donald Duck... (disney store)so i was happy : ) Then i was telling them the story of how in life my goal is basically to be affluent, not necessarily rich, but shit i wouldn't mind...lol..Anyways, and i was like, i didn't really care if i could do a job around my house or on my car, i would pay someone to do something for me just cause i would have the money to, (i.e change a tire or something....lol..) Anyways, then i was like shit i'll even hire someone to wipe my ass when I'm done taking a shit, just cause i could, of course they would be a little costy, but hey i would have the money remember...lol...so i would hire a professional ass wiper, I wonder if there is such a thing, i should look into that, poor guys!....lol....After that i came back to school and me, Eric, Jay and Alex wanted to get something to eat so we went to Pizza hut but it was closed, only take out, then Whataburger, but also closed inside, so then we went to a place called "Taqueria Alteno" where none of the workers knew how to speak English and jay didn't speak it nor did Alex(girl) who is puerto Rican and Cuban nice combination, knew how to speak it and i apparently forgot my spanish that day cause the words wouldn't come out of my mouth W T F mate?... so we chilled there and had some fun....Anyways, Tuesday, man i didn't have class at all but then i took this accounting quiz/project...ugh...I'm tired of this class...Then i studied for my history test, and took a break and went to Starbucks, we had fun....lol...Wednesday (today) I woke up and went to take a History test which sucked ass....hopefully i did good....Then everyone left and me and Mariana went to get Wendy's for her then later we went to Fudruckers with my peeps to go eat, it was fun... so funny story i went to get my drink and was checking my fone, and i didn't know if i had brought my cup with me or not, but then i see a cup in front of me so i figured it was mine i filled my Dr.P and when i got back to the table i saw my cup so i was like W T F mate? shit so i guess i stole someone's cup....lol...so the whole time they kept hassling me about me stealing a cup from an old woman who probably saves up her change to eat at Fudrucker's once a month and now she was without her cup and without a drink....I guess u had to be there...lol....i ran some errands.. and came back and attempted to study....Blah..
Something to think about/ Not really it's more like venting:
I feel that my greatest downfall would be overthinking things.....and it sucks ass, but i can't control it, it's like and automatic thing for me......So many things happen, it's like the more you try to ignore it or displace it, someway, somehow it finds you/me.....lol..
I have realized that people are just fucking stupid in general, I'm so perplexed in how People let their fears and insecurities lead their life and what it leads people to do....
Question: it seems to be that fears and insecurities sometimes causes people to push others away, when will the tables turn and cause them to use it as a self defense mechanism too?......Who knows?
They never know what they have until its gone.....
They say anything worth having, is worth fighting for.....
I tend to wonder, if it's true.....When do you throw in the towel and give up?
They say patience is a virtue, but shit how long till the sand runs out and you explode?
I'm tired of school especially accounting im just praying to god to help me pass with a descent grade....
I'm tired of wondering if there is something there to believe or is it just part of the game?
I'm tired of thinking....
I'm tired of the complications that the end of this year has brought to me.....
I'm just fucking tired of all the BULLSHIT....
I wish i just could run away to whole different place and forget about everything.....sometimes, just sometimes.....
I'm tired of dealing with peoples' shit, I mean they have a point, but it makes me wonder: Am I so stupid?....i guess only time would tell....
I do think that every decision one makes in their life, shifts their direction to a different path whether good or bad, only they would know
"live life for the moment, cause everything is uncertain"- one of my favorite quotes
I Tend to wonder if i look too much into quotes or do i just choose to live by the wrong ones...lol...
As life continues to take its toll, I tend to grab it by the horns and just ride it through.... at least i'm attempting to do so....
Why is it that when people, give others' the benefit of the doubt, that's when they fuck up....
Today i realized that people just don't know how to appreciate what they have........
I guess I'm just tired and sick of everything!!!
As this LJ may make me seem a little eccentric, i can assure you, I'm not!..I'm fine, i guess, today was just one of those days, one of those days that something so small that doesn't really involve me, made me think and wonder so many things....
I guess what they say is true, what doesn't kill you, can only make you stronger!.....
Justifications:
My LJ entries or not pre-meditated, like the fool once said:, I write like i talk.....in this sense i write as i think.....lol....you fools know me, i over think things, and shit the things that i think are freaking out of this world.....lol..and why do i choose to make them public?....who knows?
I guess i feel this way cause finals are here, so much to do, so little time, but hey I'm trying not to stress so i guess, by doing this it keeps me from going crazy....lol
Music: let's just say interesting....funny memories....
On another note: "I'm freezing my balls OFF!!!!".....shit its cold!
With something to think about fools...make it a great day or not, the choice is yours....lol...
Until next time....."check ya laters"
School: On Monday i took a final and then a test right after that, so it sucked ass, But oh well that's life for ya. right? Anyways, right after all that i felt like i deserved to go out and have some fun cause i studied so flipping much for that final so i decided to go to the galleria with people....lol..anyways, i went and bought me a Donald Duck... (disney store)so i was happy : ) Then i was telling them the story of how in life my goal is basically to be affluent, not necessarily rich, but shit i wouldn't mind...lol..Anyways, and i was like, i didn't really care if i could do a job around my house or on my car, i would pay someone to do something for me just cause i would have the money to, (i.e change a tire or something....lol..) Anyways, then i was like shit i'll even hire someone to wipe my ass when I'm done taking a shit, just cause i could, of course they would be a little costy, but hey i would have the money remember...lol...so i would hire a professional ass wiper, I wonder if there is such a thing, i should look into that, poor guys!....lol....After that i came back to school and me, Eric, Jay and Alex wanted to get something to eat so we went to Pizza hut but it was closed, only take out, then Whataburger, but also closed inside, so then we went to a place called "Taqueria Alteno" where none of the workers knew how to speak English and jay didn't speak it nor did Alex(girl) who is puerto Rican and Cuban nice combination, knew how to speak it and i apparently forgot my spanish that day cause the words wouldn't come out of my mouth W T F mate?... so we chilled there and had some fun....Anyways, Tuesday, man i didn't have class at all but then i took this accounting quiz/project...ugh...I'm tired of this class...Then i studied for my history test, and took a break and went to Starbucks, we had fun....lol...Wednesday (today) I woke up and went to take a History test which sucked ass....hopefully i did good....Then everyone left and me and Mariana went to get Wendy's for her then later we went to Fudruckers with my peeps to go eat, it was fun... so funny story i went to get my drink and was checking my fone, and i didn't know if i had brought my cup with me or not, but then i see a cup in front of me so i figured it was mine i filled my Dr.P and when i got back to the table i saw my cup so i was like W T F mate? shit so i guess i stole someone's cup....lol...so the whole time they kept hassling me about me stealing a cup from an old woman who probably saves up her change to eat at Fudrucker's once a month and now she was without her cup and without a drink....I guess u had to be there...lol....i ran some errands.. and came back and attempted to study....Blah..
Something to think about/ Not really it's more like venting:
I feel that my greatest downfall would be overthinking things.....and it sucks ass, but i can't control it, it's like and automatic thing for me......So many things happen, it's like the more you try to ignore it or displace it, someway, somehow it finds you/me.....lol..
I have realized that people are just fucking stupid in general, I'm so perplexed in how People let their fears and insecurities lead their life and what it leads people to do....
Question: it seems to be that fears and insecurities sometimes causes people to push others away, when will the tables turn and cause them to use it as a self defense mechanism too?......Who knows?
They never know what they have until its gone.....
They say anything worth having, is worth fighting for.....
I tend to wonder, if it's true.....When do you throw in the towel and give up?
They say patience is a virtue, but shit how long till the sand runs out and you explode?
I'm tired of school especially accounting im just praying to god to help me pass with a descent grade....
I'm tired of wondering if there is something there to believe or is it just part of the game?
I'm tired of thinking....
I'm tired of the complications that the end of this year has brought to me.....
I'm just fucking tired of all the BULLSHIT....
I wish i just could run away to whole different place and forget about everything.....sometimes, just sometimes.....
I'm tired of dealing with peoples' shit, I mean they have a point, but it makes me wonder: Am I so stupid?....i guess only time would tell....
I do think that every decision one makes in their life, shifts their direction to a different path whether good or bad, only they would know
"live life for the moment, cause everything is uncertain"- one of my favorite quotes
I Tend to wonder if i look too much into quotes or do i just choose to live by the wrong ones...lol...
As life continues to take its toll, I tend to grab it by the horns and just ride it through.... at least i'm attempting to do so....
Why is it that when people, give others' the benefit of the doubt, that's when they fuck up....
Today i realized that people just don't know how to appreciate what they have........
I guess I'm just tired and sick of everything!!!
As this LJ may make me seem a little eccentric, i can assure you, I'm not!..I'm fine, i guess, today was just one of those days, one of those days that something so small that doesn't really involve me, made me think and wonder so many things....
I guess what they say is true, what doesn't kill you, can only make you stronger!.....
Justifications:
My LJ entries or not pre-meditated, like the fool once said:, I write like i talk.....in this sense i write as i think.....lol....you fools know me, i over think things, and shit the things that i think are freaking out of this world.....lol..and why do i choose to make them public?....who knows?
I guess i feel this way cause finals are here, so much to do, so little time, but hey I'm trying not to stress so i guess, by doing this it keeps me from going crazy....lol
Music: let's just say interesting....funny memories....
On another note: "I'm freezing my balls OFF!!!!".....shit its cold!
With something to think about fools...make it a great day or not, the choice is yours....lol...
Until next time....."check ya laters"