Par for the course.....and not according to Tiger's standards

Mar 23, 2010 02:58

Like the joke? before I start this quick entry let me into what 's going through my head, drunken as it is.... SHE LIKES ME, SHE REALLY LIKES ME!!! Bless my roomate, despite the fits he somethimes gives me. According to his recon a certain someone thinks i'm "hot". yeah....me? hot? coming from a drop dead gorgeous gal with eyes and curves that can legally kill someone? you've got to be fuckign kidding me. But apparently its the truth. She thinks im HOTTT!!!!!!!!!!!!! on a 1-10 aweosme scale that's like a fucking 15.

Ay, but there's a rub. apparently she comes w/ baggage taht's bringing her down. ie. her ex. and maybe some guy back in Athens. or maybe it's the same person. i dunnow Jarrad was kind've drunk when he told me and i'm kind've drunk when writting this. Hence the name of the entry. IT's par for the course. I always seem to find girls who want me but who are on the rebound. groan. i dunnow what's going to happen. But at least she thinks i'm worth looking at. I guess that's something. Fuck. Now after writting all this shit I don't even beleive it all. I just want a she wolf. G-d all i want is a she-wolf.

So maybe i find myself on the verge of being complete again. But i've seen too many mirages in the past two + years. I'm not going to hold my drunken breath. i'll just have to let it all play out. WHICH I HATE.
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