All I know is everything's going to be alright.
I feel like my life is falling apart around me. But surprisingly, I'm kind of okay with that. I can see myself picking up the pieces, putting them in different places, and starting my life again how I think it should be. Not how everyone else thinks it should be.
My job is going phenominally. I hate my roommates. I put my 30 days notice in yesterday. I'm moving out January 20th and I can't wait. Christmas is almost here. Maggie comes home on thursday. Martini party on saturday. No more school (I think I'm taking another semester off to think about what I really want to do.......kind of indifferent about it). But all in all, I'm proud of the choices I've been making. I'm proud of myself for at least trying when everyone around me told me I wasn't cut out for it. The truth? Maybe I wasn't cut out for it, but I did it. And if I kept doing it, I would have succeeded. But I'm not sure that's what I want to succeed in. I can succeed in other aspects of my life and be just as happy. So suck on that bitches! Things in my life are turning and turning and turning. And slowly but surely I'm realizing where I am, and WHO I am.
Thank you. Thank you very much.
FIN.
My job is going phenominally. I hate my roommates. I put my 30 days notice in yesterday. I'm moving out January 20th and I can't wait. Christmas is almost here. Maggie comes home on thursday. Martini party on saturday. No more school (I think I'm taking another semester off to think about what I really want to do.......kind of indifferent about it). But all in all, I'm proud of the choices I've been making. I'm proud of myself for at least trying when everyone around me told me I wasn't cut out for it. The truth? Maybe I wasn't cut out for it, but I did it. And if I kept doing it, I would have succeeded. But I'm not sure that's what I want to succeed in. I can succeed in other aspects of my life and be just as happy. So suck on that bitches! Things in my life are turning and turning and turning. And slowly but surely I'm realizing where I am, and WHO I am.
Thank you. Thank you very much.
FIN.