It's over...
And so it is finished. Christmas left so much to be desired on its account really. But finally the post mortem has been performed and I am all by myself again. It seems to be my natural state in life. So life goes back to boring grey. Though I am really optimistic about what is to come this year I can't help feel a little bit of regret. That said it's a shame I take feeling special from other people. I'm surrounded on a daily basis with people that think so highly of me and it's weird. Still in the winter you see the sun is there but you cannot feel the warmth if you stand in the light. I think it's the same thing here.