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Jan 21, 2006 22:04

I'm quickly losing the shiney that I've had behind me for a while now. I've been happy on high tide, but the water's started pulling back and I'm quickly going to find myself pulled back wth the water. This is more for myself than anyone I guess. Dunno. Who the hell knows why I do what I do.

It's been a very happy high tide. Better than I've had in quite a long time. October, November, December, now January. Janus, the 2 faced God. Bipolar.

I'm rapidly looking around for something to hold on too. I know that when I'm up I always come down, but I"m almost begging to stay here.

All that said it could be the exhaustion talking. I hope to all hell it is.

I cannot afford to affix happiness with a single person or event or anything else. But it's so easy sometimes. But everything will always fail. The only unfailing thing is God's Love.

Heh

My answer

Heh, how about that.
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