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it been long, i lack the feeling of need, partialy the time, the effort. i have done a lot. like i said edmonton and v ball in general is supper aweseome. youth rocks. live if tought, ppl mess up, i worry about some right now. God is really stregthenig me and testing me. i feel depressd and overrun ofter, fighting thought that is importnet. remindes me of pat and vball, we know but we need the mental strenght. i wish i wrote more, but i havent. indoor start on tues. i am planing yq now and thats stressing, purple is busy, responsobiliy. battle of the bands seems to me like its not worknig, i havent really goten any bands, thats not cool. but i still always have this unwaivering knowledge that God is with me, i can alway feel him but i know. and i know what to do and know that in the end i will. its others thta i am scared for. may God show me the true power of prayer and fully rrelying on him. so peace out, square up, steller, nhl 2005! and we played a funny game with jord k and p and me and adam: do you have a sister who takes dance lssons? "no, ok so you are one up, do ou have a bor who plays hockey? no? okk im one up... i was so funny, the math was terriblw.