I'm not sure what to think
Is there ever anything that you think you have a grip on, and eludes you at the last moment? That has been my life for the last 2 weeks or so. I want to spare you a long winded entry, because honestly I know I don't like to read them.
Things in all faucet of my life are seeming to become unscrewed at the moment, and it just maybe the fact that I haven't slept in about 26 hours, but I don't mind. It seems that right now I'm finally at a point where letting go doesn't bother me. I don't like ruts mind you, but I think a general routine does help you and your body a great deal.
My routine is going to change soon. I'm not sure when how or why, if it will happen gradually or abruptly but it's coming. I am scared, apprehensive, exited, sad, and overjoyed. I don't know what I am, but I'm alive and I guess that is what counts. I'm here, I'm pissed off, and I got some shit to do!
Things in all faucet of my life are seeming to become unscrewed at the moment, and it just maybe the fact that I haven't slept in about 26 hours, but I don't mind. It seems that right now I'm finally at a point where letting go doesn't bother me. I don't like ruts mind you, but I think a general routine does help you and your body a great deal.
My routine is going to change soon. I'm not sure when how or why, if it will happen gradually or abruptly but it's coming. I am scared, apprehensive, exited, sad, and overjoyed. I don't know what I am, but I'm alive and I guess that is what counts. I'm here, I'm pissed off, and I got some shit to do!