May 22, 2008 19:58
Yes, it's almost summer, the tourists are swirling about the island, not heavily yet but soon they will come like a torrential cyclone of human beings, walking, mopeding, bicycling and driving all through every crevasse of this Rock.
I'm down, but you don't know it. Somethings I just can't handle, like being up at 4:30 AM after four hours of sleep, only to be harassed later in the day by my boss. Who claims that I wasn't "there" today. I asked him what was wrong with "daydreaming" during work? "as long as you are on the payroll, you need to be here. Things are going to be a hell of alot crazier this summer, and I need you here." So I forgot about what table the food went to, as soon as I stepped forward. I sing alot, to keep me happy. I get "Order Please"-d in the middle of taking an order. That I shouldn't be thinking about school when I'm at work or, vise versa. I was talking about taking pliates class for the summer, which isn't going to happen, cause, if I go through the school it's another 40 bucks no credit, and it's 7-8Am Tuesday and Thursday, right in the middle of a work day. I was talking about getting back into shape for the summer and
This man- Joe, wants me to join this Aikedo Class, and I'm interested in doing it, but my boss thinks that it's just Joe's way of getting to see more young chicks in this class, not just those old guys and the other waitress. He thinks it's an excuse,for Joe to touch me. Then He goes further, of course he's kidding when he says it, but he's like oh, you know you want him. I am always grossed out, of course it's the reaction that he's looking for. I know it. Ugh he's done that with two of the guys there. Makes fun of me, like , you just want him. I know it's all in jest, but he's done it a few too many times. And that's not even the part that bothers me.
He also let me know that my ass has gotten a bit bigger since I first started. Course I knew that he looked, and it didn't bother me until it was negative, cause I thought hey, whatever,a compliment is a compliment. And then he told me That I should work out at least 3 days a week. That I was probably going to go to that class, and if I did go not to let him know about it.
He was just a real douche, these past few days.
The other waitress quit so now they are all stressed about finding another waitress, in the mean time, they may lose me from this etiquette call. They don't really want to lose me. And I'd like to visit Mom this summer, so I need the money. Oh the other day I didn't let my female boss know that she got a ToGo order when she was out talking with her buddy and smoking. And my male boss comes in and starts cooking it. Then she comes in and asks him what he's doing, cooking, she lets him know that she didn't know she had a To GO order. Ugh. I'm just sick of it. The problem is, I hear too well. I can hear what they are saying back there. and to make matters even more strained, they are up on a stage thing, so they are higher then the regular floor. and it feels so demeaning. I Know there are worse things. But I feel whiny, so I'm going to whine. Ugh I've got to do two papers and study for Auto class and do that tomorrow before 3 and Oceanography class is due soon, I picked Jellyfish, I need an article on them, a book, a person and 1 source from the internet. and English 101, final draft is due tuesday. Yay. At least they'll be done soon.
and the Hellish waiting job will begin.
I suppose I could say ,hey two weeks notice, and then be out before the rush. But the insta- cash I get from tips is sweet.
So meh. I'm tired and have alot on my plate. For now.
And and and and Michael and and me. and and and and. What of us?