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so, i've been lonely lately, causing my crying this morning. It just felt good to cry. But honestly, I didn't cry b/c i'm not with landon or want him back. I cried b/c i miss us & what we used to do. This just aren't the same... or getting to not be. I feel like everytime I fool around w/ him or joke around w/ him or want to cuddle, he sees it as me wanting him back. Right now, I'm fine w/ it all though. I just miss having someone there. Someone who truly cares. I exercise, got endorphins... i'm good now. I feel like he views us as a thing in the past, and I hate that. Because if he wants us friends, shoudln't we be the future?
Confused...
Confused...