Sep 26, 2005 16:58
So everytime everything gets perfect everything falls right back down to the bottom
You have all wondered for many years why I am a pessimist.
It is because everything bad always has to happen when it "isn't likely"
So now I am 1300$ in the hole on top of my current financial struggle.
My car is being fixed at least hurrah..No
My grades are slipping because I work everyday but Tuesday now (Even though this week i have friday off) so that i can pay for insurance, gas, food, other fills, parking tickets, fees, books, batteriesand so on and so forth.
Yet if my grades fall I will be
-Kicked out of my house
-Put on Academic probation
-Put on LEAD Probation
-Lose my Bright Futures
-Lose my 200$ Lead Grant
-Lose my 1200 UCF Grant
All of which has been helping me balance out the fact that I am not a server and make 150 dolalrs at 310 and another 40-50 at olive garden.
I'm not going to put all the blame on life.
I do have expensive tastes but that was all just grant money
Plus I drive a lot and pay for a lot of gas...
My Current lifestyle is not working
Changes need to be made so that I balance something in my life out
The easiest fix is not the smartest
Why couldn't we have been rich