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Why dont people understand me?
They dont seem to understand that i dont do what i do to impress someone, or to make them like me, i do what i do because nobody else will and it has to be done in order for people around me to be happy, (for example valentines day i bought you guys presents, automatically people assumed that i had a crush on them and i only did it to get "points"). because at the time i only had a crush on lauren but the other ones didnt have anybody and they needed someone but it blew up in my face with accusations. but if i didnt do it wouldnt your valentines day wouldnt it have made you doubt yourself. im here for you guys not here for my gain. im here for you guys to rely on, im here for you guys to come to with your problems im a good listener and i give good advice. im here because ive known since i was little that i had to help people with there problems all i care about is you guys without you my life would be miserable and if your miserable then you dont give people like me a chance. im here for you. please dont take my kindness or compliments as hidden agenda's its not just because i tell you that your beautiful doesnt mean that i have a crush on you it means your beautiful i look way way way more towards personality than i do beauty and every once in a while you find one of those beautiful, people with a good personality that i can justify a crush on so im comin clean of all the crushes that i was afriad to show. im ordering them in the most extreme so 1 is the most 6 is the least
number one crush - lauren miles everything i do i do for you i wish i could like you less but im perfectly content with the friends situation i love it
number two crush - becky yes becky.... suprised... me too i dont know why i had such a big crush on her i didnt even know her i just could tell she was a great person.
number three crush - jessica wood what yeah i did she was a huge impact on me on how she kept her opinions no matter how much she was objectified.... it was more of a crush because i was impressed with her person.
number four crush - teresa yeah it was an envious crush because i wanted to be like jimmy because hes a glorious person and hes lucky to find someone who loves him like that.
number five crush - alex yes its true i had a crush on you but not for as long as you think it was only for like the first 6 days of the summer. so all you those people who assumed otherwise you were wrong. i crushed on you becuase i though i could relate to you but i cant we are way to different.
number six and final crush - veronika just liked her because she was the first one to talk to me outside of school barely even consider it a crush.
and thats it.
They dont seem to understand that i dont do what i do to impress someone, or to make them like me, i do what i do because nobody else will and it has to be done in order for people around me to be happy, (for example valentines day i bought you guys presents, automatically people assumed that i had a crush on them and i only did it to get "points"). because at the time i only had a crush on lauren but the other ones didnt have anybody and they needed someone but it blew up in my face with accusations. but if i didnt do it wouldnt your valentines day wouldnt it have made you doubt yourself. im here for you guys not here for my gain. im here for you guys to rely on, im here for you guys to come to with your problems im a good listener and i give good advice. im here because ive known since i was little that i had to help people with there problems all i care about is you guys without you my life would be miserable and if your miserable then you dont give people like me a chance. im here for you. please dont take my kindness or compliments as hidden agenda's its not just because i tell you that your beautiful doesnt mean that i have a crush on you it means your beautiful i look way way way more towards personality than i do beauty and every once in a while you find one of those beautiful, people with a good personality that i can justify a crush on so im comin clean of all the crushes that i was afriad to show. im ordering them in the most extreme so 1 is the most 6 is the least
number one crush - lauren miles everything i do i do for you i wish i could like you less but im perfectly content with the friends situation i love it
number two crush - becky yes becky.... suprised... me too i dont know why i had such a big crush on her i didnt even know her i just could tell she was a great person.
number three crush - jessica wood what yeah i did she was a huge impact on me on how she kept her opinions no matter how much she was objectified.... it was more of a crush because i was impressed with her person.
number four crush - teresa yeah it was an envious crush because i wanted to be like jimmy because hes a glorious person and hes lucky to find someone who loves him like that.
number five crush - alex yes its true i had a crush on you but not for as long as you think it was only for like the first 6 days of the summer. so all you those people who assumed otherwise you were wrong. i crushed on you becuase i though i could relate to you but i cant we are way to different.
number six and final crush - veronika just liked her because she was the first one to talk to me outside of school barely even consider it a crush.
and thats it.