Still no power here! Day SIX! Generator hooked up to the computer.. and there is internet! WOW! IMagine that!!!What to do with it.. the internet... sillies
( Read more... )
Hurricane actually helpedsweet_n_fluffyOctober 31 2005, 20:57:57 UTC
I had miss 4 days from work PRIOR to the hurricane due to depression so bad I could not even get out of bed and/or function. I had never felt anything like that. Doc put me on some temp meds but saidit woudl take at leasta week for them to work their way into my system. Hurricane gave me some downtime and time for the meds to start working.
I still feel like absolute shit. Still want to kill myself. But at least I can go to work and earn a paycheck.
I opened up an account on Yahoo Personals for a cuddle buddy. No sex, no relationship, just cuddle buddy. And I am really surprised how many lonely people out their replied... you know? Ad has been up maybe 4 days and I have over 15 hits. I have to be comfortable with someone before I we be able to fall asleep next to them...
Until then I have a notehr friend I cuddle with, but he is starting to get more serious with this chick he is seeing. And I dont think he shoudl be sharing a bed with me. I dont care, we are doing anything, but if I were in her position, I would not like the set-up. Hence my new Personals ad.
I still have waves of unbarable depression where I can not function, but they are less often now. I just feel retched in general.
The weather is noice out lately though. Despite the hurricane.
I still feel like absolute shit. Still want to kill myself. But at least I can go to work and earn a paycheck.
I opened up an account on Yahoo Personals for a cuddle buddy. No sex, no relationship, just cuddle buddy. And I am really surprised how many lonely people out their replied... you know? Ad has been up maybe 4 days and I have over 15 hits. I have to be comfortable with someone before I we be able to fall asleep next to them...
Until then I have a notehr friend I cuddle with, but he is starting to get more serious with this chick he is seeing. And I dont think he shoudl be sharing a bed with me. I dont care, we are doing anything, but if I were in her position, I would not like the set-up. Hence my new Personals ad.
I still have waves of unbarable depression where I can not function, but they are less often now. I just feel retched in general.
The weather is noice out lately though. Despite the hurricane.
Reply
Leave a comment