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So, yet again, Alicia and I aren't talking. You have no idea how frustrating and enfuriating it can be to have gotten through something to a point, then it all just getting rehashed yet again. She and her family are wanting to force me to have a sit down talk with them, and until this happens, she's not going to talk to me at all. I drove four hours back home so that I could be able to go to the parenting class with her, but instead no, her MOTHER is the one going. It's not like I needed to go or anything, or that it would be the right thing for ME to go (for the reader, these words were typed dripping with sarcasm). When I do go to chat with them, I'm going to have to make sure of a couple things. #1 I don't think I should go alone this time, and my parents feel the same way, especially after the way they were treated at the baby shower. So they're going to come with on this little adventure this time. #2 Since they're so dead set on this talk happening, I think it would only be right that we all meet in the middle somewhere, because I'm not setting foot into that house again until I feel like I'm even almost welcome. Why should I have to go to their house with my tail between my legs like some little puppy, especially when I don't know what it is that I've done to even ALMOST wrong them or their daughter? I'm through playing these little games of theirs.
One thing that Alicia had said to me was that she felt like she was the only one growing up here. I ask the readers, if she's matured so much, then why can't she discuss problems directly with me? Why can't she step up to it, instead of having her mother or father do it for her?
I'm tired of bending for her, I love her to death, but I'm fucking sick and tired of the little games she plays. It's getting to the point where I don't feel like it's worth it anymore. Now, that is not to be read that I'm not going to be a part of my little girl's life. But I will not put up with Alicia if she keeps on like this, and won't be a mature partner in this relationship.
One thing that Alicia had said to me was that she felt like she was the only one growing up here. I ask the readers, if she's matured so much, then why can't she discuss problems directly with me? Why can't she step up to it, instead of having her mother or father do it for her?
I'm tired of bending for her, I love her to death, but I'm fucking sick and tired of the little games she plays. It's getting to the point where I don't feel like it's worth it anymore. Now, that is not to be read that I'm not going to be a part of my little girl's life. But I will not put up with Alicia if she keeps on like this, and won't be a mature partner in this relationship.