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I don't know how to feel right now. I feel drained and out of sorts. Alicia and I aren't together and I hate it. I feel like a part of me is missing. Every day I think about all of our good times together and how I really feel about her and it eats at me. Like how I KNEW I was supposed to be with her whenever I'd look into her eyes. Or how happy I was when we would fall asleep holding one-another.
I guess its just one of those things in life that you're meant to cherish, I just hate what we became. Always having a problem. Always having some sort of problem right around the bend. I miss the real love pouring between us. I miss her loving touch and how she could always make me smile. Maybe this is for the best so that everything is left as good as it could be.....
Just damn it, that's all.
I guess its just one of those things in life that you're meant to cherish, I just hate what we became. Always having a problem. Always having some sort of problem right around the bend. I miss the real love pouring between us. I miss her loving touch and how she could always make me smile. Maybe this is for the best so that everything is left as good as it could be.....
Just damn it, that's all.