Jan 23, 2007 20:36
Disco D killed himself today.
I feel really fucked up about it, because I was playing his CD on the way to EA last week, thinking, "I really should e-mail him and see what he's been up to and how he's doing."
There have been a few DJs/producers over the years that I've kinda been in touch with, but no other ones that I've sat around and played Scrabble online with.
Another reason why suicide's so terrible.
I can't help but to think that maybe if I sent an e-mail saying "Hey man, long time no speak; just wanted to see what you were up to and maybe if you wanted to play Gears of War online some time," it'd be something stupid, but enough to say, "hey, people care enough out there to see how you're doing." You can't help people who can't help themselves, and I might not have been buddy-buddy with the guy, but still, the fact that I thought about it last week is what really messes with me.
Fuck.