Dec 07, 2002 02:57
why am i still cooperating? I plan on moving to the city, living in an apartment, paying for utilities and rent. This means a i need another shitty job. I have no skills, so in order to pay for college ( i need to be enroled full time if i want to have health coverage from my dad's union) i will need to work full time and balance school work..... Like always i dream of elegant words to to...
why?
we enter the rat race so early. They want us to fear life and to go that way. Neck tie hell. Im a round peg I know im being pounded into another round whole. I just wish i had the guts. who am i kidding? I know i'll just end up another jerk working for a pentoin. having kids, getting devorced. Greedy offspring see you as an embarasment. End up a corpse on a matress long forgotten and neglected, or with my memories painted red on a wall. Beauty is everything. remember that