Dec 04, 2002 10:50
It has been snowing down here at UMD. Ilike the snow, not so much for sledding or snowball fights but because of the mood. As far as how i am doing... I'm ok, hot coco with jess was a long time coming, that girl dissapears all the time but when shes around things are better. Honestly, nobody here is as lonely as they say, we are all just trying to be cool lonely litte deep thinking live journal sluts. Work has built up and i have been ignoring my family, distant friends and a certain girl who desearves my attention. i dont know where this is going or where im going right now. I know im not helping her with her troubles at school any by not being arround. But that is how i deall with averything, i pretend problems arent there. To tell you the truth FUCK IT! I dont understand why people dwell on things so much. when things bother me i stop caring about them. Loneliness is bitch but you all hold the key to feeling welcomed needed and loved. Who here remembers the golden rule? bsides, if all else fails then just let go, true freedom is found at rock bottom. All it takes is a sip of beer (something to relax, ya know, take the edge off). Just do whats cool and you will make friends. Fuck all of this. What happened to the quitter in me? I dream of a day when i pack up everything i need to survive into a big napsack, hop on a bick and leave all of my worries behind, i just need a friend or two to go with me. This goes out to eric M, One day we will leave all of this behind. We can be kings pissing on the world. All i need is excuse, i swear to god, just keep pushing me.
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