Love lost
Yesterday a friend found the fate they were dreading. It's such a hard thing; to like or love someone who doesn't feel the same way back. Time and again, this has happened to me. It's a strange thing; and something you think we'd know better about. I've also personally got tendencies to be attracted to women that are absolutely bad for me. Or mean. Or... who just aren't in to me the way I am in to them. Well, it's reassuring to know it's not just me; but it's sad to see it from the other side.
Had a great dinner with said friend, enjoyed some music and an early wake up. Napped most of the morning away and then decided to do some more music research. I'm currently on a soul musician from Germany named Ayo. Very beautiful voice, elegant and smooth.
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Ay%E1%BB%8D
She's certainly fitting my mood right now. I'm in a bittersweet moment of contemplation. Trying not to freak out about the current move, and enjoying the friendships I have built in Tulsa. Wishing I was out a bit more, but not for the fact that there is smoking in all bars, rendering my clothes smelly instantly.
Oh well. Time for a chicken wrap.
Had a great dinner with said friend, enjoyed some music and an early wake up. Napped most of the morning away and then decided to do some more music research. I'm currently on a soul musician from Germany named Ayo. Very beautiful voice, elegant and smooth.
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Ay%E1%BB%8D
She's certainly fitting my mood right now. I'm in a bittersweet moment of contemplation. Trying not to freak out about the current move, and enjoying the friendships I have built in Tulsa. Wishing I was out a bit more, but not for the fact that there is smoking in all bars, rendering my clothes smelly instantly.
Oh well. Time for a chicken wrap.