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Jan 05, 2006 11:18

i want a new blog.
maybe i'll start my myspace one since i never did.
i don't know why i would start a new one anyway.
i'm just bored and want something to do.
no one is awake though.
and i have no cigarettes.
and there are none near.
i wish i could go to steak n shake right now but i don't even have the spare $2 for a cup of joe.
i haven't talked with micah in a while.
there are so many questions i have for him.
they will probably continue to be unanswered.
one of them i discussed with abdul yesterday as he came in to the bookstore to buy his texts.
as you get older and you try to find these things that can satisfy you...
like a job (something to do, money, etc.)
but then you also learn new things...
like big words
and you try to find meaning in this place you've been born.
but the whole time you don't know if you're really dreaming or not.
my guess is that a majority of the people in my life don't really truly think about "reality" as much as i do.
sometimes i think i'm nuts.
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