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i have a spanish test today. that makes me sad, cause i'm gonna fail it. someone told me that they thought i was a manly lesbian yesterday. that made me sad, cause i'm not a lesbian, no matter how non-freaking-"oh my god i broke a nail" i am. then some guy in english hit on me. that made me sad, because i don't want to get to know anyone for a while, and i had to discourage it. i don't want new people to know me. i don't want to get close to someone, and have to tell them the worst things i've ever done, especially when i did them only a few months ago. i really wish i could forget about that. "tonight won't make a difference"..
fuck me.
fuck me.