x marks the spot!
It just fucking feels like there's nowhere close to enough time in any given day - to do everything i set out to do. I feel like a failure in so many ways; is this what i blame on my overly dazed phases?
(I don't think that's the whole of it..?)
In other news, I feel a whole lot more relieved to know that at least someone can read me. Someone actually knows whats going on in my head without me even having to explain it. He puts it out in perfect sentences, almost like he's teaching me how how i think and feel, but it's not in a condescending way in the least! It's just like he's laid things down on the table and is totally reaching out for a hug... if that makes any sense at all? It's relieving, and almost gratifying to know that someone can pick up on things that I thought were apparent to virtually noone.
Xiulung is beyond pure awesomeness. Thank you.
(I don't think that's the whole of it..?)
In other news, I feel a whole lot more relieved to know that at least someone can read me. Someone actually knows whats going on in my head without me even having to explain it. He puts it out in perfect sentences, almost like he's teaching me how how i think and feel, but it's not in a condescending way in the least! It's just like he's laid things down on the table and is totally reaching out for a hug... if that makes any sense at all? It's relieving, and almost gratifying to know that someone can pick up on things that I thought were apparent to virtually noone.
Xiulung is beyond pure awesomeness. Thank you.