stephanie misses.
My heart skips a beat everytime i get a phone call and/or text message.
This is both a lot harder and at the same time a whole lot easier than i thought it would be.
It's decided that it's a whole lot more juvenile then i orginally thought it was.
Im not entirely sure where i stand, but i'm a lot calmer then i thought i would be.
I've been receiving some great support.
Kristen for one is always amazing to me, anytime of the night, her texts that are constantly making me giggle, we're like four year old boys together! Pam's always uplifting and hopeful, our talks are quite soothing. Mike's always just up for hugs which is perfectly fine with me, I'm excited for our smuper snackout friday. And just hearing liz's voice fucking soothes me so much. We talked for four hours last night and i loved every second. Im dying to see nance on Saturday, and christina sometime next week... Im also really hoping to see vlad. It's been far too long.
On the other side of the spectrum; im really hating how some people are completely avoiding me, but i dare not approach them because ive given up for the most part. They can find me if they want to.
It's ridiculous. All these things are happening, but im seemingly shutting things out. Those things aren't necessarily good; im not shutting down good possibilities just ones that may just in fact end up screwing things up. (Holy general statement)
I need some sleep and a shower.
G'night world.
This is both a lot harder and at the same time a whole lot easier than i thought it would be.
It's decided that it's a whole lot more juvenile then i orginally thought it was.
Im not entirely sure where i stand, but i'm a lot calmer then i thought i would be.
I've been receiving some great support.
Kristen for one is always amazing to me, anytime of the night, her texts that are constantly making me giggle, we're like four year old boys together! Pam's always uplifting and hopeful, our talks are quite soothing. Mike's always just up for hugs which is perfectly fine with me, I'm excited for our smuper snackout friday. And just hearing liz's voice fucking soothes me so much. We talked for four hours last night and i loved every second. Im dying to see nance on Saturday, and christina sometime next week... Im also really hoping to see vlad. It's been far too long.
On the other side of the spectrum; im really hating how some people are completely avoiding me, but i dare not approach them because ive given up for the most part. They can find me if they want to.
It's ridiculous. All these things are happening, but im seemingly shutting things out. Those things aren't necessarily good; im not shutting down good possibilities just ones that may just in fact end up screwing things up. (Holy general statement)
I need some sleep and a shower.
G'night world.