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today was borin again....woke up late and just fucked around. I saw white chicks w/ erin today, it's sooooooo damn funny!!!! everyone should see that movie!!!!! and AFter the movies we went to <3juno's<3 and we waited for her mom to pick us up. While we were waiting i talked to erin about some issues that's been bugging me about this one guy. ok *he will not be named* but ...here's the deal
I met this guy through family and ever since I saw him i liked him. He was so FUNNY and really nice. I liked him ALOT for two years. So this year i was just like fuck it, i don't think he'll ever like me. So is started liking this other guy ( which was a HUGE mistake....only sondra knows) and I stopped liking him, but i still thought he was cute. So during the middle of froshie year i hear him in the hallway w/ a friend of his and she looks at me ( i'm passing by them) and goes " do you still like her" and he looks at me and pauses and then goes "i've decided she's too short for me" ( i was wearin my sneakers.. no height in that!) and i didn't even care that he said that i was jusss like "wahhhhhhtttt!??!!? he liked me???!?! when the fuck did that happen??" it just made me go insane cuz i know that he knows that i like him. soo that just drove me NUTS!! if u know i like yu than why don't u tell me!!!! grr it makes me so fucking pissed off. and so i mean i still saw him at family gatherings (mine and my cousin and his family are close) and i dunno, i tried to actually start talking to him but i never see him anymore. Then one day randomly he came by my house to get his comp. fixed and i go downstairs to get my bro to take me to ballet and all of a sudden ( i didn't know he was still there) when I come down i see this lil red hat pop up from the couch and look at me and then all of a sudden he gets up and starts talking to my dad
( my dad never called him) and started (or tired to) to talk to him and kept lookin at me. I'm like okkkkkkkk. I HATE hate hate!! when guys give u mixed messages. it pisses me offf sooooo much!!! i'm writing in this cuz i need people's help. WHAT THE FUCK SHOULD I DO!?!!?!??
I met this guy through family and ever since I saw him i liked him. He was so FUNNY and really nice. I liked him ALOT for two years. So this year i was just like fuck it, i don't think he'll ever like me. So is started liking this other guy ( which was a HUGE mistake....only sondra knows) and I stopped liking him, but i still thought he was cute. So during the middle of froshie year i hear him in the hallway w/ a friend of his and she looks at me ( i'm passing by them) and goes " do you still like her" and he looks at me and pauses and then goes "i've decided she's too short for me" ( i was wearin my sneakers.. no height in that!) and i didn't even care that he said that i was jusss like "wahhhhhhtttt!??!!? he liked me???!?! when the fuck did that happen??" it just made me go insane cuz i know that he knows that i like him. soo that just drove me NUTS!! if u know i like yu than why don't u tell me!!!! grr it makes me so fucking pissed off. and so i mean i still saw him at family gatherings (mine and my cousin and his family are close) and i dunno, i tried to actually start talking to him but i never see him anymore. Then one day randomly he came by my house to get his comp. fixed and i go downstairs to get my bro to take me to ballet and all of a sudden ( i didn't know he was still there) when I come down i see this lil red hat pop up from the couch and look at me and then all of a sudden he gets up and starts talking to my dad
( my dad never called him) and started (or tired to) to talk to him and kept lookin at me. I'm like okkkkkkkk. I HATE hate hate!! when guys give u mixed messages. it pisses me offf sooooo much!!! i'm writing in this cuz i need people's help. WHAT THE FUCK SHOULD I DO!?!!?!??