Aug 31, 2009 14:26
i am so sure, yet still so unsure.
so very, very sure.
i wish it didn't always feel as though the good things are going to
slip through my fingers.
they do seem to have that tendency.
been neglecting my favorite pasttimes in favor of my liver.
great.
turn it around, turn it around.
watch it all fly by.
feeling like a lead balloon these days,
filled to bursting with heavy, heavy things.
heavy things which might let me fly away if let go.
heavy things which might leave me in a thousand useless pieces.
i'm getting really good at dominoes, and riding my bike without hands.