Apr 14, 2005 23:22
so theres WAYYYYYYY too much for me to tell about. basicly in the last week i lost my best friend. got a boyfriend who i asked to prom and we went and picked out his tux....that would be chris....and started talking to gabby again. i had an amazing weekend hanging out with tay and lindsey and kelley and having so much fun doing a whole lotta nothing basicly. jen is being relaly stupid and immature about this whole friendship thing seeing as how she told me i told everyone her business. when thats not the case but of course she didnt give me the time of day to tell her any of this. she jsut ignored me all weekend and then gave me our notebook with a letter in it blaming me for shit that was DEFINATLY not my fault and telling me basicly that i was a giant piece of shit. and now she wont even give me any of the alcohol i went halves on from the DR because "the $20 i spent on alcohol is nothing compaired to the amount of money her family spent for me to go on that vacation" WHAT THE FUCK DOES SHE WANT ME TO DO sell the Fall Out Boy tickets. not pay from my prom dress and work a second job so i can give her dad another $500 dollars that way i dont owe her or her family anything ever again. despite the fact that money doesnt come close to paying me back for all the shit i went through and dif or her. FUCK THAT. i dont need that shit i'm wayyyy too happy with chris to worry about anything like that. but whatever it just goes to show how the one person that used to tell me she wanted me to be happy and all thsi bullshit is the one person who always seemed to bring me down when i was happy. well i'm headin to bed. mostly i'm waiting to see if i hear anythign from chris cuz his sister in law's in labor and he may have to go to buffalo for a week :(. well g-night