you're a god and i am not
i dunno, sometimes im just not sure
im not sure if we'll make it. if we will get married and live happily ever after. sometimes i hate him, he can be such a butthole. i mean would it really kill him to agree with me sometimes?? i mean just for the sake of agreeing!!
maybe he doesnt realize that every time he fights with me about something stupid i feel like shit. he makes me feel like im wrong and not smart and that i know nothing, and that he knows EVERYTHING. plus when i bring this up to his attention, he turns it around and claims hes "not perfect"! im not asking for perfection....which irritates me even more! why is it when i tell him how i feel about things it gets turned around and i turn into the bad guy? since when is telling your bf/gf that they hurt you make you the bad guy? seems odd to me...
maybe to most people this doesnt seem like a big problem. But its constant. its not just once in a while. if it was it'd be ok, i know im not always right, but im not always wrong either.
or maybe im just overly sensitive and crazy and look too much into this.
but whatever the case may be it makes me feel shitty.
on top of that im failing my classes...yes as of right now i have a D in all of them. way to go stephanie, you're a real winner. Maybe i am a dumbass.
my dads been out of work cuz of the strike...and my parents had to borrow $800 from me. so that sucks. since that was my school money. but hopefully ill get it back. but who knows when my dad will be back to work. im just hoping this doesnt cause him to start hitting the bottle again. and believe me everyday im holding my breath just waiting for it to happen.
i think ive fallen off the sane wagon again
im not sure if we'll make it. if we will get married and live happily ever after. sometimes i hate him, he can be such a butthole. i mean would it really kill him to agree with me sometimes?? i mean just for the sake of agreeing!!
maybe he doesnt realize that every time he fights with me about something stupid i feel like shit. he makes me feel like im wrong and not smart and that i know nothing, and that he knows EVERYTHING. plus when i bring this up to his attention, he turns it around and claims hes "not perfect"! im not asking for perfection....which irritates me even more! why is it when i tell him how i feel about things it gets turned around and i turn into the bad guy? since when is telling your bf/gf that they hurt you make you the bad guy? seems odd to me...
maybe to most people this doesnt seem like a big problem. But its constant. its not just once in a while. if it was it'd be ok, i know im not always right, but im not always wrong either.
or maybe im just overly sensitive and crazy and look too much into this.
but whatever the case may be it makes me feel shitty.
on top of that im failing my classes...yes as of right now i have a D in all of them. way to go stephanie, you're a real winner. Maybe i am a dumbass.
my dads been out of work cuz of the strike...and my parents had to borrow $800 from me. so that sucks. since that was my school money. but hopefully ill get it back. but who knows when my dad will be back to work. im just hoping this doesnt cause him to start hitting the bottle again. and believe me everyday im holding my breath just waiting for it to happen.
i think ive fallen off the sane wagon again