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[steponme]

so my mother just told me she probably has bladder cancer. she has malignant cells in her bladder which may mean she has bladder cancer, or if she doesn't have it now, she will one day.

i wanted to cry. but i won't. i can't physically cry in front of her. and i wanted to comfort her because she was crying, but i couldn't. i'm a heartless bitch.