✧ do to me what you want to ✧

[steponherneck]

✖ do to me what you want to
✖ zitao/jongin; nc-17
✖ jongin likes the loss of control, the overwhelming helplessness of zitao holding him down. 6842w.
☠ resistance play/consensual non-consent, humiliation, mention of knife play, subspace

✖ thankyou to marshmallow for all her handholding, sends kisses ♡

Comments

[liberosis]

jesus fucking shit

this was literally a form of perfection. that is all. no, actually that's not all.

okay, first off, I love your prose. it flows really nicely and it's super comfortable and fun to read. second, I loved the way you made jongin struggle with this newfound desire. it just seemed so true to his character, the hesitance, the fear of rejection, how he, himself, wasn't sure about anything and how he's slowly started exploring it in his mind. you constructed it incredibly well. thirdly, there were analogies that I really liked, sentences that made me go back to read them once again like:

It makes his heart shrink down a size or two, like it’s been thrown in the dryer but when it bursts back out, stretches back to it’s original size, it brings something rushing forward as well, dizzying almost.
idk I just really liked this one omf

and the way zitao seemed bent on reassuring jongin was super sweet. it was just the cutest and the way he called him baby ?????? I swooned tbh and okay let's talk about how hot the last part was because wowei it was so good idek what to say tbh like jongin keeping on the act by pretending he doesn't want any of this and zitao being actually concerned in the middle of the scene AND OH bless u for including the safe word part because that's a very important element when it comes to kinks that sadly most people skip over but u didn't and that somehow made it all the more endearing and hot. there are so much more things I want to applaud u for. jongin's characterization was the cutest tbh I ---- I just idk im probably gonna read it again bc it's flawless. oh and --

Over the sound of his own shameful sobbing, Jongin can hear Zitao telling him how pathetic he looks, that even whores didn’t give themselves up so easily.

THIS MAKES ME WANNA DIE BECAUSE ZITAO DIRTY TALKING JONGIN IS THE HOTTEST BYE

[steponherneck]

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thankyou so much!! i'm just, this was so nice and i don't really know what to do with everything sobs. tbh this fic was so self-indulgent and i'm just so glad you enjoyed it so much;;;
aahhh, you picked out like two of my favourite lines kekeke~✧ jongin's really forward in some ways but i've noticed he's also kinda shy and i wanted him to express what he wanted but with kinks there's always that little bit of fear attached, that maybe what you ask for is going to be too much. i've wanted to write this kink for a while and i really couldn't see it with any other otp so yes. zitao's the right kind of indulgent, especially when he doms.
but really, thankyou so much for your nice comment ｡：ﾟ(｡ﾉω＼｡)ﾟ･｡
it made my day ♡