May 08, 2004 15:39
There is a thought that has been in the back of my mind....bothering my every thought.
i can't seem to find any should i say 'peace' with myself i'm unhappy but happy all at once but the unhappiness seems to rein over my body and take control. i'm not happy with myself or who i am i just can't find anything so get me out of this spot and it sux!
On friday i went to the mall with amanda we just walked around and got some food i love hanging out with that girl she is soo cooool!! we have so much fun together.
i just got back from haveing dinner with my future sister in-laws family i love her lil sisters they are so funny and hyper!!!! but its all fun and good
i wanna fall in love of the first time i want someone to just be with me