hmm update?

Sep 09, 2005 23:33

hahaha, i havent updated since last year man! its been a whole freakin year! well heres some new shit thats been goin on!

1. i completely grade 9 (and made honour role! woohoo)
2. i made completely new friends that i love to death
3. still have some of my old friends n still love them (yes ruth and stacie)
4. and now im in grade 10

well to just talk about stuff from recent events, schools started, and im not so excited about it.. actually to be honest, id rather be at my cottage.. avec my summer love.. but not to get into him.. but its ok, cuz i have a class with one of the people i love most in my school Samantha next semester.. actually i have 2, homeroom and last period! yeehaww we are gunna have SO much fun! i might die! even thought apparently our teachers EXTREMELY strict.. still yahoo! my friends r trying to hook me up or some stupid shit with this guy, and i dont realy know him, and im a lil worried cuz im supposed to be meeting him tomorro.. and i dunno if i can deal with it now, cuz hes soooooo nice.. and if hes not what i expected i dont wanna show disappointment like i did last time this all happened.. i cant deal with my guilt.. i still havent dealt with the guilt that i showed with a guy 3 months ago.. WHY DO I GET MYSELF INTO THIS CRAP?! meh, i guess ill have to live

hmm what else can i say.. OH YEAH! my sis went to university, i miss her a lot, and she emailed me 2ice already and shes been gone for a week, theres a bunch of crap she wants sent up with her boyfriend.. so sooner or later im gunna have to get them all put up in a bag and printed..(obviously because shes got pictures to be printed) yet again.. i miss her, honestly we JUST started to become close.. sucks ass man..

well i gotta go cuz im fairly tired, and i just practically ran around a parkinglot.. yeehaw.. very exciting.. only not, because i was with my best friend's boyfriend's friends, and it was kinda awkward (obviously my best friend and her boyfriend were there, i wouldnt just randomly hang out with them.. thats kinda strange man.. why would u think that?!)

life sucks

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