Dec 01, 2004 18:19
well lets see... i am again unemployed... i got fired... and the fact i was gonna quit isnt even making a difference... i got fired b/c i wasn't *learning* fast enough... FUCK THAT i was learning just fine... but w/e... imma go to school for my GED and get shit goin in life... thats why i was gonna quit... but i didnt... not to stressed about it though... ive had a hell of a lot worse happen to me!
i woke up this mornin to a vomiting infant who was extremely sick... *poor lil guy* hes feelin better now though... just very cuddly... n tired...! so ill nurse him and than let him lay down and fall asleep if he wants... i doubt he will though...
im tired... exhausted... shit worse than that... im a walking zombie... im barely able to keep my eyelids open...! but i will not let the baby down and go to sleep! he needs me to cuddle with him when he wants me to... on demand... like paperview... lol... with out the different programs! im not like multiple mood mommy...
Im on the phone with Jeremy... where would i be with out him...? well i wouldnt have Christopher to love... i wouldnt have anything... id just sit around and cry... but i have Jeremy and Christopher... now were a family... all of us... and were a happy family... we all love eachother... and lifes good now... well imma go now... to tired to type!