Jan 31, 2006 20:17
hey ladies this isnt gunna be to long...well to keep you updated nothing has really happened. volleyball is kickin my ass and i dont think im gunna do it next year cuz i dont think im good enough at it well thats how the coach makes me feel..i pretty much hate her she drives me insane..my back makes me depressed i want my old life back...i miss being normal...lets see i dont hang out with many people anymore i mostly hang out with my cousin because i dont think anyone wants to hang out with me anymore but her hmm but im glad me n my cousin are really close again i love her to death... spring break is comin up..shall be fun goin to florida with the letourneaus plus chris n josh..hmm on another note i need a boy not really a boyfriend but i dunno just someone to play around with ya know im pathetic haha but i guess maybe a boyfriend would be nice...i dunno what i want but i do for sure know that when vollleyball ends i wanna take a hip hop dance class im so excited for it...i think maybe this will maybe make me happier the way volleyball used to untill she came along and crushed all my hope of playing..and my damn back...i need something new in my life im sick of the same old stuff. im tryin to lose weight dunno how thats gunna go but hopefully well..i want summer to come im sick of winter and the boring that it brings..i just wanna lay in the sun swim n party it up and have an awesome time hmm lets see i dont think anything else is new well i love you ladies xoxoxoxoxoxox
Steph