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So today was an okay day.
My parents n I had to explain our feelings to this doctor
and we figured out i resent my parents
and the way i grew up
and i have a lot of withheld anger. (like i didnt know this)
and at school. i didnt dress up. i wore sweats.
i went in sweats. cuz u know what.
nobody cares.
like if ur going to call me a slut for the way i dress.
then ur gay
because LAST I CHECKED.
i wasnt slutty. and i dont dress that slutty. i have my days.
i came home and passed out. i sleep a lot.
so i never have to think about anything.
i get too upset cuz i think too much
and if i think too much i freak out
and im sick of being hurt
and being miserable
so i sleep.
im really good at this whole life is nothing thing.
dont comment i dont expect u too.