ROAD TRIP!!!!!

[stephycow]

So, Kady and I have made it final.......... We are driving to Cali this summer to visit her aunty, and then it's off to the big adventure LIFE on our own!!! Scary!!! We have decided to move to North Carolina with Ashley and maybe Jaylyn............ SO FRIGGIN' EXCITING!!!!! I can't wait!!! We have already started to save up for the trip!!! We have started planning, and by the time we leave, we'll be set!!! I think it will be very good for me.......... Cuz I'll get to be farther away from everything that makes me feel sorry for myself!!! I'll be able to grow up!! And maybe JUST MAYBE I'll learn to accept why things turned out the way they did...... A new chapter, a new beginning......... THIS my friends is the beginning of my life! Of course I'll miss my family, but I'll be back, I want to have a family and live in Washington but until then ADVENTURE!!!! yay....... I am done trying to reconcile with the people in my past, my mom will never accept me, and all the friends I used to have just don't understand or want to forgive me....... So, I have tried....... And now it's time to live.....To live for me and what I need....... I need to be free from all the pain and sadness, from all the memories that hold me back........ So now I feel so liberated, so free of the chains of worry and love for those that don't love me....... Time to be with those that do!!!! lalalalalalala!!! I could jump and sing and be as retarded as I want to right now!! But, I would wake up my sister and nephew, and that would be bad considering I got my sister sick!!! lol I have been sick for the past three days...... But I refuse not to go to work cuz I need the money!!! yay!!! Next weekend I am taking Kady on a trip to meet my family, it's going to be fun!! I can't wait!!! That means I have to work 7 days in a row, but it's worth it!! yay!!! I love you all!! And I hope your dreams and goals are becoming a reality!!!

LOVE
~~~*~~~Stephy~~~*~~~