Feb 22, 2006 16:01
Life is a stressful and terrifying journey. And in the past year I didn't think I would ever be the same or get over all the things that have affected my life in a negative way. But then I realize that a lot of the things that have happened to me have molded me into a better person, and a stronger person at that. I love that I can plan my life out and believe that I can achieve what I want to. I have my best friend by my side now to guide me and hear what I have to say, and just to be my moral support. We have been through so much together in the past, and it just seems that she is the only one one I can run to with my problems and understand what I am saying. I love my family, don't get me wrong, but it is jsut too stressful in that house. It is a three bedroom house but it only seems that it fits two. I feel more and more distant from my dad every day. I wish that everything I thought he was wasn't just some young fantasy of mine. He used to be my hero, the one who I couldn't wait to see. But now he just seems so different. Oh well, all I can say is that I can only wait patiently for it to get better, and I have to do it for myself. Love yas!
~*~Stephy~*~