Life is Great....... HAD A HORRIBLE DAY!

Jan 23, 2006 21:21

So life's great right? NOT! Dante annoys the fuck out of me! Mr. York is about to be told! And Annie just needs to shut the fuck up!!! GRRRRRRRRRRR!!! The only good thing that's happened to me lately is that i became friends with Alex, yes everyone...Justin's gf. I misjudged her, of course I did I was angry and she was angry, completely understandable. She really is a very nice person, and honestly if I was still there and she didn't dislike me in the beginning I could see us having been friends. It still sucks being away from everything I know. My Mom still won't talk to me, I just don't think she's ever going to again. My dad says I should just get over it and give up, but she's my mom, and we had a really good relationship until I went and screwed around with Justin and got pregnant!!! And my current boyfriend just doesn't know what respect is. He thinks that just because we're dating he can touch me where-ever and whenever he wants. And that's a FUCK NO. And I really am over Justin, it would just really piss me off if he hurt his gf, cuz she's really nice, and I think she feels for him as deeply as I did if not even more. And I'll hurt him if he hurts her, not just because I've gotten to know her and like her, but because it would be unfair if he got away with the same shit again. I don't want anyone else to know what it feels like to be hated by the one person you gave your life to. I don't hurt as much now, time heals everything.
You know I hate sitting here living everyday with the memory of yesterday. I have no choice, I am a year behind in school because of my choices and it sucks. I'm going to be 19 when I graduate, and it's not because I'm dumb!! I tried to get back into school last year, but the school district told me I had to have my mom's signature, and ya'll know she was out to get me ever since I left her. And now she'll never talk to me agian. If only I could turn back time!!! So some good news, Haeley and I are leading our choir for next year. I might even do an actual solo this time!! Anyways, I think tomorrow I'm going to put my poems up here!!
Love yas!!!
~*~Stephy~*~
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