Nothing
My life consists of: work. work. work. and OH YEAH! Work.
I really have nothing to write about because I really don't have a fucking life outside of my Starbucks.
Yesterday I had agreed that instead of working a sweet 4 hour shift from 8-12:45 to come in and open and work from 4:30AM to 12:45 PM. No biggie, who needs sleep and I definately need money. But then someone from another store didnt show and I had to stay until 2PM. You do the math. That is a long day to be at work and it was busy and there were only two of us for alot of it. I didnt have it too bad, the girls who came on after I left didnt even get a single break! Turns out C who has been on medical leave is in a month long rehab program. I found that out from Sonia who is now what I would consider a friend in addition to a coworker. I drove home from work to just have to turn back around and come back and drive her to schedule her classes at Seattle Central. While I was waiting for her to finish i called my Dr. cause this new medicine that i am on made it hard and painful to breathe. Now I am about to go to an appt with her.
Nick and I are good. Pretty much great. I dont know. I really wish that I didnt get so jealous over the smallest things. I noticed yesterday that a girl had invited him to her house to play drinking games and I instantly got jealous and felt sick. I called him after work and asked what he was doing that night and he was like, i donno playing madden? I ended up texting him to see if he was going to her house becuase i dont really care if he goes there, i dont think hed be stupid enough to be drunk enough to make some mistakes, but it bugged me that he didnt mention it if he were going. i dont know if he went or not, i guess i will find out when i talk to him tonight. Its really hard seeing him with other girls, like at the mariners game when two girls from his London trip were there and they talked to him like they knew him soooooo well. And jesus i need to not be jealous. He is mine and not theirs.
Ok. now im feeling worse. Why am I more confident when I am single?
I really have nothing to write about because I really don't have a fucking life outside of my Starbucks.
Yesterday I had agreed that instead of working a sweet 4 hour shift from 8-12:45 to come in and open and work from 4:30AM to 12:45 PM. No biggie, who needs sleep and I definately need money. But then someone from another store didnt show and I had to stay until 2PM. You do the math. That is a long day to be at work and it was busy and there were only two of us for alot of it. I didnt have it too bad, the girls who came on after I left didnt even get a single break! Turns out C who has been on medical leave is in a month long rehab program. I found that out from Sonia who is now what I would consider a friend in addition to a coworker. I drove home from work to just have to turn back around and come back and drive her to schedule her classes at Seattle Central. While I was waiting for her to finish i called my Dr. cause this new medicine that i am on made it hard and painful to breathe. Now I am about to go to an appt with her.
Nick and I are good. Pretty much great. I dont know. I really wish that I didnt get so jealous over the smallest things. I noticed yesterday that a girl had invited him to her house to play drinking games and I instantly got jealous and felt sick. I called him after work and asked what he was doing that night and he was like, i donno playing madden? I ended up texting him to see if he was going to her house becuase i dont really care if he goes there, i dont think hed be stupid enough to be drunk enough to make some mistakes, but it bugged me that he didnt mention it if he were going. i dont know if he went or not, i guess i will find out when i talk to him tonight. Its really hard seeing him with other girls, like at the mariners game when two girls from his London trip were there and they talked to him like they knew him soooooo well. And jesus i need to not be jealous. He is mine and not theirs.
Ok. now im feeling worse. Why am I more confident when I am single?