wtf part deax
I need to go to bed. I am getting up in 3 hours to go to work. shit. but i just got home and may as well update about my night.
i went to chers for ericas bday party. fun times. i met ericas friend Liz who is fucking hilarious, we have decided that we are heterosexual life partners and are gonna chill soon. i love her. we went and saw the movie Step Up which I expected to suck balls and it ended up being pretty cool. We left the theater doing our great white girl dance moves and feeling like we all needed to go on a diet and ended up at dairy queen getting blizzards. On the way back to chers my Russian texts me and wants me to come to some pool hall he is at. Im like. ok. (stupid i know but you only live once right? plus it is in public at least)
I get to pool hall and he meets me out front and lights up a smoke. I am immeadiately grossed out and stand as far away from him as i can without being rude. Im sorry but smokers lose all sex appeal instantly. (unless they are gorgeous like Colin Farrel). we go inside he buys me a drink and we play pool for like 20 minutes. i feel cool becuase your supposed to be 21 to get in.
We leave the pool hall after i win (thanks to him teaching me how to hold the stick. yes it was one of those cliche he stands behind me and helps me hold the stick things that you saw as a kid on Boy Meets World and every movie that involves girls and pool. but it worked!). we go to his apartment two streets away and he makes me tea and we talk. i realize i need to go like 30 minutes later (actually i needed to go before i met up with him). He walks me to my car. We make out like high schoolers and he is a fucking amazing kisser.
I am going over to his place tommorrow night. the only reason really is to maybe make out harmlessly again and becuase he will give me a hair straightner for free (i found out they buy them from israel: 5 bucks, sell them for:$175. my price :free. My stupidity at this whole situation:priceless. (think one of those credit card commercials. ok im pathetic).
If he tries anything funny I feel ok with getting out of there if the need be.
WTF am I doing? I have no clue whatsoever I am doing. I mean the guy is nice, good kisser, the smoking thing is gross though. And I don't see it going anywhere at all. And everytime I go to the mall I will have to avoid him at all costs and make sure i look mad hot at the same time just in case.
Oh shit. Just looked in the mirror. I have the biggest hickey I have ever seen. Bigger then the one that guy from Eastern gave me when he tried to rape me.
SHIT SHIT SHIT SHIT SHIT. I have to go to work in 3 hours with my hair in a ponytail and a big fucking hickey on my neck. GREAT. I donte ven have foundation or concealer or anything. I will just have to do my best with powder, pop my collar, and hope no one notices.
SHIT. And wear my hair down anytime my parents are near me for the next week.
hehe i cant wait to see my russian tommorrow night...
STOP JUDGING ME! I am being stupid and reckless. I just got out of a two year relationship. back off bitch.
lol goodnight!~
i went to chers for ericas bday party. fun times. i met ericas friend Liz who is fucking hilarious, we have decided that we are heterosexual life partners and are gonna chill soon. i love her. we went and saw the movie Step Up which I expected to suck balls and it ended up being pretty cool. We left the theater doing our great white girl dance moves and feeling like we all needed to go on a diet and ended up at dairy queen getting blizzards. On the way back to chers my Russian texts me and wants me to come to some pool hall he is at. Im like. ok. (stupid i know but you only live once right? plus it is in public at least)
I get to pool hall and he meets me out front and lights up a smoke. I am immeadiately grossed out and stand as far away from him as i can without being rude. Im sorry but smokers lose all sex appeal instantly. (unless they are gorgeous like Colin Farrel). we go inside he buys me a drink and we play pool for like 20 minutes. i feel cool becuase your supposed to be 21 to get in.
We leave the pool hall after i win (thanks to him teaching me how to hold the stick. yes it was one of those cliche he stands behind me and helps me hold the stick things that you saw as a kid on Boy Meets World and every movie that involves girls and pool. but it worked!). we go to his apartment two streets away and he makes me tea and we talk. i realize i need to go like 30 minutes later (actually i needed to go before i met up with him). He walks me to my car. We make out like high schoolers and he is a fucking amazing kisser.
I am going over to his place tommorrow night. the only reason really is to maybe make out harmlessly again and becuase he will give me a hair straightner for free (i found out they buy them from israel: 5 bucks, sell them for:$175. my price :free. My stupidity at this whole situation:priceless. (think one of those credit card commercials. ok im pathetic).
If he tries anything funny I feel ok with getting out of there if the need be.
WTF am I doing? I have no clue whatsoever I am doing. I mean the guy is nice, good kisser, the smoking thing is gross though. And I don't see it going anywhere at all. And everytime I go to the mall I will have to avoid him at all costs and make sure i look mad hot at the same time just in case.
Oh shit. Just looked in the mirror. I have the biggest hickey I have ever seen. Bigger then the one that guy from Eastern gave me when he tried to rape me.
SHIT SHIT SHIT SHIT SHIT. I have to go to work in 3 hours with my hair in a ponytail and a big fucking hickey on my neck. GREAT. I donte ven have foundation or concealer or anything. I will just have to do my best with powder, pop my collar, and hope no one notices.
SHIT. And wear my hair down anytime my parents are near me for the next week.
hehe i cant wait to see my russian tommorrow night...
STOP JUDGING ME! I am being stupid and reckless. I just got out of a two year relationship. back off bitch.
lol goodnight!~