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Decisions to make...
Crap. I wrote this already.
Last night was good. Went and had a pajama party with brian. it was good to see him. its been years. we went and got ciggs and went and smoked and talked for a while. Its good to have someone in this neck of the woods to chill with. Plus, hes a really cool cat and its fun getting to see him again. crazy how the internet brings people together again.
as far as decisions. I have had the opportunity to move to stamford. I really want to get out, and i might be able to spend the money i want for it. But im not sure if i should. I need to clear shit up first i think. Theres no way that I could move with all this drama going on. I dont care what is the outcome, but its gotta be cleared up so i know what im getting myself into. My friends and fam would probably call me crazy, but i know its a sticky situation. but im strong and i feel because i know that it could potentially be a disaster, that i should be okay. haha. i dont know. im probably gonna figure it out today.
today i got work. booo. then i might be going to stamford. not sure yet. just kinda thought about it now. And then tomorrow is my day off. yay for me!
ill write more later.
ps-i posted this in a heart on my page. it just scrolls to damn slow:
I fall asleep by the telephone.
It's two o'clock and I'm waiting up alone.
Tell me, where have you been? (where have you been)
I found a note with another name.
You blow a kiss but it just don't feel the same.
'Cuz I can feel that you're gone. (feel that you're gone)
I can't bite my tongue forever, while you try to play it cool.
You can hide behind your stories, but don't take me for a fool!
You can tell me that there's nobody else (but I feel it!)
You can tell me that you're home by yourself (but I see it!)
You can look into my eyes and pretend all you want, but I know, I know
Your love is just a lie! (Lie! Lie!)
It's nothing but a lie! (Lie! Lie!)
You look so innocent,
But the guilt in your voice gives you away.
Yeah, you know what I mean (know what I mean)
How does it feel when you kiss when you know that I trust you
And do you think about me when he fucks you?
Could you be more obscene? (be more obscene)
So don't try to say you're sorry, or try to make it right.
And don't waste your breath because it's too late, it's too late!
You can tell me that there's nobody else (but I feel it!)
You can tell me that you're home by yourself (but I see it!)
You can look into my eyes and pretend all you want, but I know, I know
Your love is just a lie! (Lie!) Lie! (Lie!)
It's nothing but a lie! (Lie!) Lie! (Lie!)
You're nothing but a lie!
You can tell me that there's nobody else (but I feel it!)
You can tell me that you're home by yourself (but I see it!)
You can look into my eyes and pretend all you want, but I know, I know
Your love is just a lie!
I know, you're nothing but a lie! (Lie!) Lie! (Lie!)
You're nothing but a a lie! (Lie!) Lie! (Lie!)
Your love is just a lie!
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4am
4am and im meeting with brian. havent seen him for years. crazyness! haha.ill update more later
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Crap. I wrote this already.
Last night was good. Went and had a pajama party with brian. it was good to see him. its been years. we went and got ciggs and went and smoked and talked for a while. Its good to have someone in this neck of the woods to chill with. Plus, hes a really cool cat and its fun getting to see him again. crazy how the internet brings people together again.
as far as decisions. I have had the opportunity to move to stamford. I really want to get out, and i might be able to spend the money i want for it. But im not sure if i should. I need to clear shit up first i think. Theres no way that I could move with all this drama going on. I dont care what is the outcome, but its gotta be cleared up so i know what im getting myself into. My friends and fam would probably call me crazy, but i know its a sticky situation. but im strong and i feel because i know that it could potentially be a disaster, that i should be okay. haha. i dont know. im probably gonna figure it out today.
today i got work. booo. then i might be going to stamford. not sure yet. just kinda thought about it now. And then tomorrow is my day off. yay for me!
ill write more later.
ps-i posted this in a heart on my page. it just scrolls to damn slow:
I fall asleep by the telephone.
It's two o'clock and I'm waiting up alone.
Tell me, where have you been? (where have you been)
I found a note with another name.
You blow a kiss but it just don't feel the same.
'Cuz I can feel that you're gone. (feel that you're gone)
I can't bite my tongue forever, while you try to play it cool.
You can hide behind your stories, but don't take me for a fool!
You can tell me that there's nobody else (but I feel it!)
You can tell me that you're home by yourself (but I see it!)
You can look into my eyes and pretend all you want, but I know, I know
Your love is just a lie! (Lie! Lie!)
It's nothing but a lie! (Lie! Lie!)
You look so innocent,
But the guilt in your voice gives you away.
Yeah, you know what I mean (know what I mean)
How does it feel when you kiss when you know that I trust you
And do you think about me when he fucks you?
Could you be more obscene? (be more obscene)
So don't try to say you're sorry, or try to make it right.
And don't waste your breath because it's too late, it's too late!
You can tell me that there's nobody else (but I feel it!)
You can tell me that you're home by yourself (but I see it!)
You can look into my eyes and pretend all you want, but I know, I know
Your love is just a lie! (Lie!) Lie! (Lie!)
It's nothing but a lie! (Lie!) Lie! (Lie!)
You're nothing but a lie!
You can tell me that there's nobody else (but I feel it!)
You can tell me that you're home by yourself (but I see it!)
You can look into my eyes and pretend all you want, but I know, I know
Your love is just a lie!
I know, you're nothing but a lie! (Lie!) Lie! (Lie!)
You're nothing but a a lie! (Lie!) Lie! (Lie!)
Your love is just a lie!
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4am
4am and im meeting with brian. havent seen him for years. crazyness! haha.ill update more later
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