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finally home
Current mood: tired
I for the longest time did not want to put my profile on private. i hate when others do it, but it got to the point where i just had to. I guess starting my day off as it did (trouble with drama) and then dealing with crazy fucking mallory really didnt help the status of my mood tonight. Just everything at work sucked. granted i did get subway with tucker for lunch today. which was probably the highlight of my day. (good seeing him sober for once haha. sweet kid). But work was just sooo slow. highlight of work? building a tower out of locks lincoln log style. it was soo fucking slow. oh! but right at the end my sexy pizza bf erkan came in and did a little flirting. which lifts the mood temporarily.
then i got pissy at johnny because i really wanted the 50 bucks i lent him (well 50 is the last out of the 200 he borrowed and was supposed to pay me back aweek ago). and he said he wasnt going home, and to meet him in bradfords if i wanted it. well i didnt feel like going all the way there to have to go to redding where if i ewnt to his place, it would be closer, and then i coulda crashed on his couch. but then i talk to him after i said nevermind and he said he was home. so i freaked out. felt kinda bad. but at the same time, like i really could use that money. im trying to sort out all my money shit in case i gotta move soon. and i didnt have any cash on me. so yeah. i freaked. feel bad tho. i erally do.
just having a rough day. Doesnt help that Mallory blatantly posts lies on her myspace to get to me. myspace is the dervil! but like then again, she probably isnt lying. which is going to suck. but yeah. whatever. rough rough day.
tomorrow is supposed to be nice. im thinking about going tanning and then going to the beach, maybe meeting up with some people. Maybe brian while im in bethel and then maybe tucker will chill at the beach. then imgoing to stamford for drinks with drama. talk some more about shit.
oh if your wondering about earlier todays posts. (or yesterday now) dont bother reading them. i mean you can, but my mind was alll over the place., jumping around. emotions wack. im tellign you! rough day!
Current mood: tired
I for the longest time did not want to put my profile on private. i hate when others do it, but it got to the point where i just had to. I guess starting my day off as it did (trouble with drama) and then dealing with crazy fucking mallory really didnt help the status of my mood tonight. Just everything at work sucked. granted i did get subway with tucker for lunch today. which was probably the highlight of my day. (good seeing him sober for once haha. sweet kid). But work was just sooo slow. highlight of work? building a tower out of locks lincoln log style. it was soo fucking slow. oh! but right at the end my sexy pizza bf erkan came in and did a little flirting. which lifts the mood temporarily.
then i got pissy at johnny because i really wanted the 50 bucks i lent him (well 50 is the last out of the 200 he borrowed and was supposed to pay me back aweek ago). and he said he wasnt going home, and to meet him in bradfords if i wanted it. well i didnt feel like going all the way there to have to go to redding where if i ewnt to his place, it would be closer, and then i coulda crashed on his couch. but then i talk to him after i said nevermind and he said he was home. so i freaked out. felt kinda bad. but at the same time, like i really could use that money. im trying to sort out all my money shit in case i gotta move soon. and i didnt have any cash on me. so yeah. i freaked. feel bad tho. i erally do.
just having a rough day. Doesnt help that Mallory blatantly posts lies on her myspace to get to me. myspace is the dervil! but like then again, she probably isnt lying. which is going to suck. but yeah. whatever. rough rough day.
tomorrow is supposed to be nice. im thinking about going tanning and then going to the beach, maybe meeting up with some people. Maybe brian while im in bethel and then maybe tucker will chill at the beach. then imgoing to stamford for drinks with drama. talk some more about shit.
oh if your wondering about earlier todays posts. (or yesterday now) dont bother reading them. i mean you can, but my mind was alll over the place., jumping around. emotions wack. im tellign you! rough day!